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Tuesday, September 22, 2009

The words that I always wanted to say

Dear Mam,

I was your student in STD 1 in 1991...

All these years I had thought what am I going to say to you when I can contact you.. I waited years..and years... for the right time ...

And though it is still a little early... but I find I have no words...

I just want to say thank you.

You may not realized but in all my life... but I have never tried to work as hard as I did when I was your student... Yes that's true.. not my boards, not my +2, not my engineering and not in my CAT ...not in my MBA.

I used to burn my eyes till 2:00 AM in and then wake up at 4:30 to study again... and that was class 1 ...

And you know why.. just to answer your questions.... I don't think I was that dumb...But every time you asked me a question my lips wouldn't move....

My marks were good but u never encouraged me....even when I stood first in mental ability in all the section... you never said a word to me ... you rather chose to praise the guy who stood third...

Yes Mam he was one of your favourite... I still remember his name. You always discouraged me when I wanted to participate in some extra-curricular activities.
To You I was a FAILURE!!! - A LIABILITY ... a creature...who was supposed to be trampled upon!!!

You completely shattered my confidence...and I think I would had a nervous breakdown if you had taught me another year....

Today, people say I am thought to be an extrovert- a person with supreme confidence, someone who gets what he wants - all thanks to you.

Thank you for being the worst teacher in my life. Thank you for making me go through the worst part of my life ... because I know the worst is over!!! I have survived you...and am still mentally sane. Thank you for making me the person I am Today!!!

4 comments:

Sakhi said...

Thats profound... if i get to meet this teacher of yours... i will give her one tight slap!

Puneet said...

that was sarcastic and man you are really crossed with your teacher.
By the way where were you all these days?

Raghav said...

this reminded me of my coach... i dont have anything else to say.

falcon said...

@Sakhi

Thank You but she isn't worth the effort!

@ puneet

Hey I wasn't anywhere just was busy!
By the way your post was quite different.. sorry can't classify it into good or bad..

No, I am no longer crossed it resided in my system all these years without my knowing it .. I had to get it out!
I did just that .. the post is actually an inprompto scrap (two) written to her which she deleted...

@ I know you don't have anything to say..
But it's better to spit the bitterness than let it poison the soul..